We like the intimate group: it brings energy fields closer or more compact – like most intimate relations between two persons… and when the baby is born, most often, the real troubles begin between the two…
Now, certainly, there is a shift, another fine adjustment; it takes about 3 or 4 days – this is the 3rd day…
– (El.) Is something happening now, these days?
– Yes, with the earth: the earth continues to adjust herself…
she has a goal, you know: and that is Harmony…
as each of you harmonize yourselves with the shifts that occur, you feel more stable… perhaps you feel like sleeping these last few days or sadness…
What do you say? Anyone feels that way?
– (El.) I do!
– (M.) I feel uneasy…
– A couple more days! And then things will start to appear a bit brighter… always remember that, certainly, there are persons in worse conditions than you yourselves…
This is a safe point on the Globe…
And it’s appropriate to be thankful – at least for that… of course, there is always something…
Who wants to speak? What do you want to talk about?
– (B.) I am part of a group which has certain purposes in another country; is there something we should be doing to help them?
– Have you been given a purpose? Who is the leader, the chief?
– (B.) Nature… not somebody specific…
– And who decides who is part of which group?!
– (B.) I don’t know… I think the quality that each one of us possesses, with which we are born… also, the will and determination of the members involved…
– Each individual has their own purpose and goal in life…
they can align with many others, with many groups for many different purposes… of course, there is always the desire within the individual to belong to some type of family or tribe… and this is a matter of Choice: where you feel best, you choose where you can align with others in order to achieve a common goal and that goal can be voted by the members…
What would you like to choose as a goal for this particular small Gathering?
– (El.) Harmony, Peace within – not asking it from others…
– What do you think? Do the rest agree with that?
We are looking for some co-operation in this room… who has an opinion?
– (…) We agree!
– By opening yourselves, you are doing some kind of a positive contribution – and you do this by dissecting yourselves, taking the responsibility for your own condition… even if you are affected by the earth or the others, in order to change your response, you must take responsibility…
– (El.) Yes, but what about emotions? That’s the hard part…
when something happens to me, first, I react and then, I think about taking responsibility and then I get mad with myself…
– Because you express your emotions?!
– (El.) Because I gave my power over to the other person…
– And then you are getting angry because you are not getting satisfied…
– (El.) And then I get angrier and push the other person away… and then I condemn myself thinking it’s my fault…
– This is a circle that you are creating – better to accept at some point that the anger will be emptied from your form…
– (El.) With Death?
– No, no, although it may feel like that, it will be a small death – you won’t need to over-react…
– (El.) Then I will be able to balance my reactions?
– Yes… or you won’t go away with situations where your needs won’t be satisfied; you will be more cautious to avoid falling into the same situation…
– (El.) And when will this happen?
– Do you want a specific date?!
– (El.) I’d like that!
– Be conscious of your steps towards intimacy… be aware of how your expectations are misleading you… you see, you go in a relationship and the farther you go in, the more doors close behind you and then when you want to get out, when you turn around, you have to open all those doors…
– (El.) Do I close the doors behind me?
– They close automatically e.g. the deeper you go into an unsatisfactory affair, each time that you become disappointed, you close the door of intimacy towards another… and that’s a door inside your own heart – between your heart and his heart, so that he doesn’t get in for your protection…
– (El.) Is this good or bad?
– It’s not good or bad, it simply is…
and each time you close the affair, you’re going back through your own heart… and you have to open those doors again…
And every time you get hurt in a love affair, you become cautious – and these are the doors you have closed towards intimacy with another…
that is the Fear of Intimacy from pain caused or pain originating from intimate affairs whether that’s a love affair or friendship or an association with a group… if you are hesitant to experience another affair or to open up to another, the cause is, probably, those doors that you slammed in the last affair that you had…
So each person – We are now talking in general, is responsible for opening their own doors inside of themselves to allow another to walk through… or to enter into the heart…
When you close doors, you can prevent clearing out, cleaning out those chambers of stored emotion: the heart stores all emotional vigor…
– (El.) So is vulnerability necessary?
– Not necessarily vulnerable: open-hearted – if you are aware…
Do you think you can be open-hearted and not be vulnerable?!
If you are aware, if you have the ability to witness yourself, and also the other with whom you have the potential intimate relation with, those emotions have got to come out somehow…
Ideally, you wouldn’t harm another person…
Remember not to judge your emotions, but your actions – if you like…
Go on!
– (N.) What did You mean by saying a month ago ‘surrender to the earth’?
And what does this mean for our own will? Does that mean we change our priorities in life?
– No… it doesn’t, necessarily, resonate personally for you, it doesn’t affect you personally… it’s not about you; it’s about the earth…
It means that you support the earth whatever she chooses to do, whenever she chooses to do it, that you surrender to the power of the earth, that she knows where to shake, to quake e.g. if you surrender to the will of your daughter when she turns 18, you support her whatever she chooses to do – you don’t try to judge her for choosing to become a dancer, for instance, you are behind her all the way…
Now that specific scene (Thermopyles) had more to do with the three of you, personally and your relationship with the Project and that particular Site because that particular Site has its own desire, you could say, the earth has a specific desire for that Site…
and We were encouraging the three of you to support that – is it clearer now?
– (N.) Yes… afterwards, after that trip, the three of us, for about a week, we were all really high but then we all, and the fourth person, K., from the States, seemed to have a very difficult time, all of us – I wonder what it is all about…
– Each person was affected individually, each person had their own earthquake and you know after an earthquake, there is the necessity for adjustment…
– (N.) I was ok myself… not great, but ok…
– It’s normal for you, for everyone: up the mountain, down the mountain, up and down – isn’t this life?
– (N.) Yes… quakes, tornados, tsunamis etc … spring, winter, autumn… Changes…
– You can say ‘yes’ but the tension is different, the pressure is different on different dimensions…
On this earth dimension, things can feel very heavy, very weighing down on you, pressing and it depends on how easily you can stand up and shake it off…
In other dimensions, there is not the same vibration, there is not the same tension, there is not the same density of matter so that ‘things don’t, necessarily, hold so much weight’, as the expression goes… things do not weigh on you…
There is always the challenge for growth and development…
That’s the nature of consciousness expanding – you don’t grow if you don’t have challenge, do you? You don’t develop…
of course, when you are dealing heavily with emotions, things can seem to be dreary; remember it always has to do with where you focus: is the glass half-full or half-empty?
– (R.) Can I ask something personal?
– Certainly!
– (R.) Last Friday, a great man, my teacher in Switzerland, died while meditating – I wonder if You could tell me something about his sudden departure…
– It was his choice, you know – he wasn’t taken away, he decided to go to a bigger challenge, to the next step… did you know anything about his decision?
– (R.) No… he was supposed to give a seminar in two weeks, everyone was waiting for him, but he left…
– What do you think you lost?
– (R.) I didn’t lose anything; I carry everything from him, I just feel…
– … you feel full with what you received…
– (R.) Yes! I think he was the most complete person I’ve ever met! I find this very encouraging…
– So he could step out when he chose – very impressive for his students…
He died consciously, you know – this is the most important step one can make in life…
– (R.) I’m very happy to hear it!
– Something else?
– (M.) I’d like to add something concerning the previous meeting about the Universe: is there a code which would forward our wish to become true much faster?
– You mean aligning your will with your intention and focusing…
– (M.) Focusing for how long?
– It depends on the ability to stay focused…
on whether you can control the external messages which influence, which go against your goal… there is no magic recipe or exact time-blocks where absolute success can be found, it’s about the will power…
In order to have the Universe co-operate with you, you must co-operate within yourself: your intention, your will and your focus…
What do you want?
– (M.) Now nothing… as a kid I got everything I wanted; I was sure of it, and this was boring…
actually, I do want something: I’d like to go back to my childhood…
– You can imagine yourself back, imagine the place, imagine that you have the same physical form that you had in youth… have it very clearly in your mind and do your magic like you used to do it when you were a kid…
– (M.) Ok! Starting tomorrow…
– (R.) I used to feel exactly the same until three years ago and then it suddenly stopped so now I think that maybe I wasn’t applying it correctly…
– You can look at it like that…
You can also look at how your values have changed; maybe you are getting them, but you don’t realize how they are coming because now you are focused on your development as a spirit path – and the first years are always the most difficult…
the first years are the formative years: you are forming your vehicle as well as your path and things are re-arranged…
– (El.) I started a new job this week and I don’t like it… I’m also thinking about another job… I had health problems last year… I am in debt – my mistake and I don’t know what to do: is it something temporary?
– Don’t worry so much about the doctors… you can investigate the new openings and see how you feel… you have to follow your own feelings… don’t worry! It’s temporary, both jobs are temporary…
– (El.) What about my steady job?
– Keep going! Keep putting yourself out there without searching so much for results, take it easy with the doctors…
– (El.) What about my debt? I have to pay the money back…
– You know what is happening to the banks: they have to run after many…
you can tell them the truth: ‘I can’t pay you now’ and let them deal with that problem…
– (El.) But I need to take more courses, more lessons…
– Don’t be greedy!
– (N.) Where is the entity of Seth? The one in J. Roberts’ books, is he with you?
– He is working… no, he is not with Us… We can contact him if We need his help…
– (R.) Are we all ready to astrotravel?
– You all astrotravel; you just don’t remember…
– (R.) I mean consciously!
– Yes! You can ask N. about that…
– (R.) My teacher in one of his speeches said: if you want to find, stop searching… or is it the opposite: he who seeks, finds…
– It’s a matter of wording…
If the goal is to centralize yourself in your own essence, you must go inward – most searching is going outward…
The more times you go out, or the farther you go out, the farther you have to move to get back in…
Just imagine when you forget somebody’s name: how difficult it is to remember it if you start searching for it in your mind… you let go of searching and it pops in… if you want something, create receptivity inside yourself and allow it to find you…
How do you create receptivity?
By emptying yourself out…
It’s not so much about searching and finding after all…
once you find your path, you don’t need to search for it any longer – you simply need to move, you found the road… Move!
– (R.) This is something I’m feeling inside these few days after my teacher’s departure – but it’s coming out slowly…
– Perhaps he left you an energetic gift… perhaps you have to accept that you don’t need him…
Now We are getting ready to close up…
Something else?
We would like you all to close your eyes and go back into spiral to the centre of the room moving into a counter-clockwise pattern – and this is to clear your minds…
There are many incomplete thoughts in the minds here this evening and We would like to empty those out… you, just, focus on the spiral…